18th August 2005,
Thurs afternoon, 4.54pm. Time to go home, want to write the blog before sign out. Thurs was fine. Early moring, do some purchasing and reports. Dr. Leong was half day, so not much of Chemo-case to do, a bit free..no need to go up ward. Just now spoken to Sister Qym regarding CDR. She's very happy we gonna take over. Myself, a bit excited, mixed with feeling of fear and inadequacy, whether can we cope? Not enough staff now, but can we cope? Can the 3 pharmacist cope then? Hopefully so. Waitng for MSQH to get over- another 18 more days to go. Thats' pretty near, are we ready for it? Can the Pharmacy Staff perform according to the standard and S.O.P. Has spoon-feed quite a lot, I expect them to able to work well.
Autumn. One of the 4 seasons: Winter--> Spring--> Summer--> Autumn. The winter is over, it should be the time for spring, but so weird...as far as I can identify, this is the time of Autumn. I've just missed Spring and Summer. Autumn is a time to be refreshed after long serving, to avoid burn-out, to rekindle passion and focus. Autumn is a time to quieten down, and to search, seek the direction from the Lord, and to be focused for the upcoming service. Autumn is the time of care-free, to be still, to be still and know that He is Lord. Am searching long, the process of autumn has been long, and it has not end, or it might end, but I just didn't realise, didn't sense of the wind of change.
Perils of Autumn- passiveness, lukewarm, complacency, holidays mood. Need to be sensitive to the chance, to understand the end of the season when it arrive, or else will lost the opportunity. It has been a while. I need to set some goals- start small, measurable, achievable, realistic with timeframe (SMART). Yeah...Eric shared this before. Where to start, Lord? Teach me, help me to identify the area to start. Not too much focus on self. Focus on You, Lord! It's all about You...Open my eyes to see, and my spiritual heart to sense Your leading, and move with You.
